WAKE UP CALL!!

I am such an idiot! I have been doing this LapBand thing all WRONG! I've been asleep at the wheel.. Well I'm done. Something went off in my head this morning that went 'DING DING DING DING' I have to stop relying so much on my surgery and start meeting it half way. I'm never gonna lose weight eating the way I was eating and NOT working out. I mean how much more of a brat can I be. My gym is paid for and around the corner from my job. I can't get much more convenient than that. So today after work I WILL.. not I'll try to go to the gym. I made a great play list, I have my gym clothes its a beautiful sunny day today there is NO reason why. I am also going to start eating better and making better food choices. For breakfast today I had low sugar oatmeal, for lunch I took a small portion of my moms left overs and for snack I have peaches and no sugar added apple sauce. I am also drinking plenty of water. NEXT on my agenda is to finally finish reading Breaking Dawn and start reading the secret. I believe there is something to be said about positive thinking and attracting what you want! So this is my new religion. I want to breath positivity and well being! I am done being this way!