just venting...

Gotta love Monday mornings especially when you have to take a stress test and run on a treadmill!!!! UGH I am so lying. For all of you who do not know. I am getting the Lapband surgery December 3rd and need to get clearance. SO I have been going to every doctor imaginable. Heart, lungs, blood work, sleep tests, x-rays, sonograms, echos, EKG's... etc.
It's crazy. I mean I know it is necessary but my God it's not only exhausting but expensive, every test is a $30 co-pay which is not a lot if I didn't have like 2-3 appointments every week, but it is pretty much over. I saved the most expensive thing for last, I have to meet with a therapist, just ONE SESSION IS $175.00!! like seriously when she told me that I was like, get f*ck outta here! But I guess it is what it is. After that I just have to focus really hard on losing like 10lbs before the surgery. That's not so hard except for the fact that right smack in the middle of this period is this little known holiday called THANKSGIVING! And to top it all off my mother is the most amazing cook ever especially on this day. She goes all out every year.

Whatever i'll figure it out..
like i always do...