happy

I don't know what it is lately, but I have just been in the best mood. It's amazing how girls go from highs to lows and vice verse. Yesterday I pretty much had the best day ever. I actually had a Sunday with Lee, which never happens anymore because of work. What made it even more amazing, was the fact that it was raining and horrible out. I know that sounds very strange but, when that type of a day comes around on a Sunday, it's magical. We actually did go to Dunkin' Donuts for breakfast but then went right home, and spent the day watching TV and a movie. It was pure bliss. Andy cuddled up with us too. Then we went to Lee's moms house for dinner with her and Lee's brother. It was so nice to see them. I have to say it's so weird I actually like my boyfriends mother. I mean I have liked other boyfriends mothers before, but they either didn't like me or we just didn't click. I don't know its just so perfect. I usually don't like using that word for obvious reasons because nothing is perfect. But when it comes to my relationship with Lee, it comes damn close. I never thought in a million years I would find the love of my life. He truly has my heart and I know that I have his. He is the most amazing person/boyfriend I have ever had in my entire life. I am a place in my life where everything looks blurry.. I really don't know my future. Even when I think I do, something always changes, one thing I do know for sure, i know that Lee will always be in my life and that makes me feel so good inside. I know people are reading this like YUCK. I know this is a very mushy blog but I have moments where this stuff really hits me and I felt the need to express it. Its a wonderful thing I hope everyone gets to expereience at least once..