I'm back!

Well here I am again ready to write about my life.. I know my last blog was suppose to be a goodbye and I guess It was for a while but then I came to a realization almost all my blogs were revolved around my weight problem and the LapBand surgery. SO I decided to dedicate this blog to just that! I have been wanting to write and vent about my struggles with this and I feel like if anyone does read this, maybe my experience will help them.

That being said, lets get right down to business..
It is February 22 and I have not lost a single pound since my surgery in December. In fact I gained 2 pounds. I had my first adjustment last week and I feel no difference!
BTW lets go back to that for a quick second. My first adjustment was a NIGHTMARE!
It took about 1/2 hour, I was on the verge of tears, It hurt it was invasive it was uncomfortable and I did not like it one bit! So annoyed that I have to go back soon and get it fixed.

I saw this picture of myself last week and almost cried at how horrible!!! I looked!!
This is me at my absolute heaviest. 242lbs. I cannot believe it. How embarrassing!



My goal is to reverse this damage. It's going to be a long road and it's going to be hard but I have to do this!

What I ate today:

Breakfast: 1/2 cup of cottage cheese

Lunch: 2 small pieces of chicken with
Mozz cheese and onions

snack: no sugar added apple sauce..

Dinner: I don't know yet
but most likely portabello mushrooms
creamed spinach.. yum...